There will always be hope...

One week na.. But I think everything is still the same. Ang hirap ng ganito, sobrang awkward ng feeling. Im writing again, here in my blog to share again and again , my story that is, for me, is very inspiring. Hindi niyo man maintindihan, well gusto ko lang ishare kahit papano..

I have this problem. A problem na hindi mo gugustuhing magkaron ka. Ang hirap hirap and ang sakit na din. It's not about my lovelife but somehow connected. Yesterday, dumaan ako sa simbahan to ask for His guidance. To tell him how and what I feel about this problem although alam ko namang alam na niya. Sabi ko "Di ko na po ata kaya. Sana makausap Kita kahit isang araw. Yung harapan na maririnig talaga Kitang nagsasalita. Please? kahit isang araw lang.." i asked for it not because i'm running out of trust but because I want to ask Him certain questions na makakapagpaliwanag sakin ng mga bagay bagay. Nahihirapan na kasi ako..

Then here comes Sunday, God's day.. Actually kakatapos ko lang magsimba ngayon eh.
During the homily sabi ni father "Wag kang mawalan ng pag asa anak. as long as tumatanggap ka ng Holy Eucharist, palaging may bagong pag asa"

Although those words didn't answer my questions atleast it helped me na wag mag worry and wag mawalan ng pag-asa. Sinagot pa din ako ni God, kinausap Niya ako and He touched my heart. Telling me not to worry dahil palagi lang Siyang nasa tabi ko.

sabi pa ni father everytime na may problema tayo wag daw nating sabihin Sakaniya na "Di ko na po kaya, kunin niyo na po ako" instead sabihin daw natin na " Kayang kaya ko po basta nasa tabi lang Kita"..


It's really amazing how God answers our prayer.